I'm 27, male, identify as bisexual, and I enjoy crossdressing although I have only crossdressed with guys I meet online. I have no real desire to meet guys unless I'm dressed up. And when I do get together with a guy, once I cum, I'm ready to leave. I can't see myself in a relationship with a guy. It's just the sexual aspect that I'm interested in.With females I can see myself getting married and having kids, etc., etc., when I have sex with a woman, I'm not in a cum-and-go mentality. But when I'm dating a girl, after about a month with her, I start to float back to jerking off while chatting (just chatting, not meeting up) with guys online through my crossdressing profiles. I know I could try to get a gal to use a strapon on me, but that doesn't really appeal to me. I like flesh and blood cock, not some plastic thing that isn't going to tell me I'm doing a good job...
So I guess my question is this: Do I hold out for a gal open to me having the odd bisexual encounter or do I learn to use my imagination a bit more during strap-on play? might this urge for real cock every now and then slow down with time? I only fantasize bout cock when I'm already horny, and lose all interest in it once I've cum. I thought in the past that I might be gay, but I figure since I have no desire to date men and can't see myself with a guy long term, but have this desire to date women and can see myself long term with a woman, I must be bi... what are your thoughts?
Sorry If This Question Is A Little Scatterbrained
My response after the jump...